Sometimes, I feel so alone, I begin to feel sick, and it seems as though I can’t move at all. I can’t even cry because there’s literally nothing there. Nothing left to cry. Sometimes I just wish I could be in your arms, so as you whispered ‘shhh’ and rubbed my cheek, the pain would vanish, and I’d no longer feel alone. But then I realize you’re unhappy with me because I can’t control my thoughts, and everything bundled up, it all falls apart at once. I can’t fathom the fact that you’re in love with me, because I’m torn apart from head to toe. How could you love someone who can’t love themselves? How could you possibly love someone who can’t even see reality?
